As If Yesterday Wasn't Hard Enough!!!!!

So yesterday i had to wait for the dreaded email that after his mission out he was FINE, alas he was, but OMG the fear inside me is horrible. Not to mention i'm the girlfriend so i don't get that call! And then his net cut out last night whilst talking, so have no idea whether he went out again today or not.

Funny thing is i'm normally a really calm girlfriend, i don't need to have them with me 24/7 i don't demand a phone call when they wake up lol, but when they are out there everything is intensified, including my feelings for him.

So i'm in anxious mode again today, hoping i get a message later to know he is all good.
techgeekgirl techgeekgirl
26-30, F
Nov 30, 2012