I have always liked guys. Well, at least ever since I was 13 for sure. It was something that I always kept secret for much of my life. Because of this, I have never had a boyfriend. I have always wanted a boyfriend. It wasn't until this year (2012) when a friend told me I needed to start living my life how I wanted and not care what others think of me. So I did the difficult task of coming out. It wasn't easy, but now I am so glad I did. I feel as if this weight has been lifted. I feel free. So about a month or so ago I met the most awesome guy ever here on EP. We started chatting and we soon became boyfriends. I am so happy. His EP name is gordie1983. He is the most gorgeous, sexy guy ever. He is Scottish. :-) I so love a guy with an accent. Especially a Scottish accent. It is so hot. He has a thing for feet, which is awesome because I kind of do to. He has all of these awesome qualities. He is so sweet, and kind, and caring. He always says the sweetest things to me. He makes me smile so much, and makes me feel so very special. He tells me that we are soul mates. It is so sweet. I love him so much. I just wish that he didn't live so far away. I so badly want to hold him in my arms and kiss him for hours. I want to be married and spend the rest of my life with him. I want to cuddle with him and lay in bed all day watching movies. I want to cook him delicious food and make him as happy as he has made me. I just want to share my life, my experiences, my mind, I just want to share everything I am with him.