So last night I moved into my dorms for the first time, I met my new roommate and I was so excited to finally have this independent part of my life! Last night we decided to drink and just have a good time (which I never do!). My boyfriend, one of his close friends, my new roommate and I all got drunk and were just in and out of the dorms, on campus, in the room, etc. I was happy at first until I saw my boyfriend and my roommate blatantly flirting (at least that's what it felt like for me). He was grabbing her by the waste, picking her up and carrying, laughing, and basically socializing with her and leaving both his friend and me out to the side. I immediately turned to a sad drunk, I started crying and was so absolutely hurt as I watched them flirt endlessly in front of my and just enjoy each other's company like they had been a couple for the longest time. My roommate is a sweet girl and looked after me the whole night, but had no problem shoving more alcohol down my throat and flirting back. I woke up this morning to find out they had stayed up talking and hanging out together hours after his friend and I had went to bed. I am completely crushed and just feel so hurt even though I don't if I should. I'm going to confront him soon, but nothing can explain how sad I am, and how much I wish I wouldn't have seen last night.
zosgirl14 zosgirl14
18-21, F
Aug 17, 2014