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I'M Not Just Clumsy, I Have A Brain Tumor!

For the first time in my 37 years, I had the most amazing experience thanks to work -- got to travel to a not-so-quite-third-world-country for a project -- Bangalore, India. AMAZING trip!

After I got back from India, I thought I brought an ear infection back with me – I had chronic ear pain, and very specific, very strong head pain on the right, back side of my head. After 3 rounds of antibiotics, I was sent to a specialist (an ENT) and he had a CT with contrast done...He thought my ear looked fine but was concerned about the head pain. I will forever be indebted to Dr. C for pushing for that CT scan.

So...I have a brain tumor. It appears to be a menengioma, growing on the lining of the brain, about the size of a ping pong ball, pressing into the balance/coordination area of my brain – this now TOTALLY explains how I got a fat lip from falling in a bar hotel while in India (had NOTHING to do with the cocktails, of course!). Right...

Although my little tumor highly likely to be benign, it’s awfully close to a main vein on that right side of my head so I have to get it removed because 1. It’s compromising that vein or 2. It will compromise that vein as it continues to grow. I have an MRI Monday to have a better look and then follow up again with the neurosurgeon on Wednesday for next steps. It’s an “easy” neurosurgery because of its location, so I’ll be down maybe 6-8 weeks and then back to work with a (sob) new hairstyle! Neurosurgeon says my rehabilitation depends on how "sticky" the tumor is to the brain. Guess we'll see and learn....

In the meantime, I will continue to literally work my @ss off to make sure my family is ok, my work continues, and I maintain sanity.

I don't think the fact that I have a BRAIN TUMOR has hit me yet .... if anything I feel like an outcast, a societal reject. My son and I were walking around a retail store (World Market) -- and as I walked around looking at all the humans around me, I felt different for the first time ever. Me, the white female in suburbia.. I felt like I was weird because I have this mass in my head and they most likely don't. I don't feel jealous or wronged, just like I don't belong. What do you think?

Anyway, for the time being, any time I put my foot in my mouth, fail to think strategically at work, fall down or just say something stupid, I'm blaming the tumor. It's the tumor's fault! HA!

heycarriea heycarriea 36-40 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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