Last Sentence From The Paper

Earlier, my mom needed some help with her yahoo account because of something ( my mom was raced in a traditional way of life, so she doesn't know much about internet and computers ).
As the file was done downloading and was about to be printed, I read the last sentence in the last page. And it said something about the marriage is declared to be null and void. Well, atleast not now. They still need the approvement of the court and something ( I don't know much about this stuff and I havn't read the whole paper ). After reading, tears almost fell in my eyes, but I stopped it right away. I don't want my mom to see me crying and I want her to tell me about it and not me asking about what I read.
I am not close to my father and neither to my mother.
I'm a half Filipina-Japanese and I'm proud of it. :)
When I was young my father would always come home every month, he would always send each one of us a christmas and birthday cards and letters.  :) For me I really had this perfect childhood. But know I think my life is a mess. My parents are going to have a divorce, I don't want it to happen. :( :(
I can't think straight and final exams are coming in 2days. :( :(

iHatshepsut iHatshepsut
22-25, F
Aug 15, 2010