My Heart-broken Story...

Its been a few weeks, and I am stil dealing with this pain, I really didn't want to have it come to this point, where I had to join this group, but its come to that, and I just know I can't keep running from accepting the truth. I know acting like it hasn't happened, is not going to help me at all, so its time to just come out and admit it.

I have a broken heart.

I didn't want to admit it, i didn't want to have to say it, but its true, that my heart really is broken, and I have no one but myself to blame for this damn pain. I am the one who ended it, I dind't think I'd be suffering this much, and feel this bad about it, but I do, and I hate it more than anything.

The pain has been on that there is no getting use to, its a pain that I can't run from, that I can't just take two sleeping pills, and sleep through it, and hope that tomorrow, it won't be as bad. Trust me, I have tried just about everything to escape from the pain, and NOTHING works.

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Jul 12, 2010