So Hard To Move On

Although we argued all the time I tried all I could. I really tried to make it work. I didn't want to argue but I didn't want him to walk all over me either. In the very beginning of our relationship I wanted to break up with him, and I don't even remember why. It just wasn't there I guess. He convinced me to stay and after a while (4 years) he grew on me and I started to love him. Now he broke up with me and started seeing someone else. He broke our engagement and got a new girlfriend immediately. Don't know if she's the reason he broke up. Don't care. Too much to handle. 
I wish I followed my heart and broke up with him back then. It would have saved me this heartbreak that I just can't seem to get out of.
I should have followed my gut feeling and given up on the relationship before it got this far. So I learned that if you even for a moment think that it's not going to work out, then it most likely isn't going to. You may realize it now or later, but you will realize it one day.
2BrokeN 2BrokeN
26-30, F
3 Responses Mar 27, 2011

I agree with 2broken, waited, read, put forth the effort. Now she is getting married and my life is going to go on with out her as part of it.

ba<x>sed on my experiences so far, it's not worth it. I wasted my time trying. Not trying to convince anyone, it's just how I feel.

But sometimes it's still worth trying because you just never know.