Someone Please Help Me

I'm only 17. I'm a black, 120 pound girl. And i'm going through the worst experience. I just dont know what to do anymore... I know i'm young but i would love some advice from other people.
About four months ago me and my bf of two years broke up. We were supposed to get back together, i broke up with him cuz we were fighting a lot. We were in love. We had plans to get married and spend our lives together. I know it sounds silly because we were young but i really was in love with him. But to make a long story short, he lied to me and left me for my "bestfriend" he put me through so much. For about a month after we broke up he was telling me he loved mee and wanted to spend his life with me but he was with my bestfriend behind my back. And the day that i found out about it, he told me he didnt love me anymore. I just wanted to die. I was depressed for about a month i hardly ate, i overdosed on meds a lot of bad stuff. Ive gotten better. A lot better. Its been about four months since the break up. But i am still not over him. Im still hurting and i still would do anything to get him back in my life. I just wish he loved me still, like i love him. Idk what to do. I know he doesnt feel the same way about me and that just rips me apart. I wish i could just forget about him and move on.
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1 Response Aug 11, 2011

Thank you all so much. It really is nice to have someone care and not judge me for being "stupid" and hanging on too long. Encouraging words and advice really help. So thank you soo much it really does mean a lot to me.