My Story

this is not exactly a story,its what i m going through.in my family i've mom,dad
i have a dog who stays with me
n i have a boyfriend2
i don't know what he has for me.
he constantly lie to me,saying he don't wanna hurt me
he is a damn good liar
won't accept until n unless i catch him red handed
i can't bear lies at all.
i am so fed up by him
when i catch him he gets angry on me.
i can't bear this anymore.
other than these people i don't have anybody.
the reason would be,me being an introvert.
i'm afraid that i can't live without him.
other than these things;i wanna make my parents proud
i love my parents & my dog very much
n i want to do well to support these people so that they can have a better life.
due to the above stated thing i can't seem to move on in life
i think m such a loser in life,as i can't take charge of my own life
i get hurt very easily,n stay sad for long
these are the reasons of me being sad............