Lost Love

The love of my life was 7 months pregnant with our little girl, she was complaining about real bad pain, so I rushed her to the hospital a hour later they did a emergency c-section, the placenta ruptured our daughters lungs were not devoped yet, so she was placed in a incubator, the next day a piece of the placenta was missed and made a blood clot and went to my fieance lungs, she died. Two days later, our little angel did too. This happened on feb 5th we was going to get married on valentines day, its been 4 yrs & im not wanting to be considered wrong, but I want to try and see if maybe I can find someone who can be in my life and who isn't with any games or lies, but every time I try, it seems like it's too much to ask for.
26-30, M
6 Responses May 17, 2012

I am soo sorry to hear your loss. I am here for you if you need a friend..God bless you!

I was in tears while reading your story I am really sorry. I think now a days its really hard to<br />
Actually find someone that does not take us as a game I have the same problem but it seems like I give 100% and i only get 26 % back

This brought a tear to my eye. Words really cant describe how you would be feeling :( I hope you have had time to heal and are enjoying your life again, it's people like you that are inspiring to be able to push through the hard times and come through the other side. I am still trying to find that place in life right now, I would not be as strong as you in your situation. I wish you all the best for the future. Take care. Paul.

I'm really sorry about your loss. I know what it feels like to lose someone so precious. But believe me in due time you will heal and someone special will always be waiting out there, it's up to you to let go from your hurt and accept that probably your fianc'e would have wanted you to be happy by starting fresh in due time:)

You deserve happiness in your life. I wish you luck and peace :)

I too am so sorry to hear of your loss. How devastating.<br />
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I can assure you not all men and women are the same. Despite one's experiences, never believe and give up hope. You only have to read the ''Broken Heart'' stories here on 'experience project' for evidence.<br />
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Without any shadow of doubt, there are as many decent men as there are women out there. Don't let anyone's depression or bad experiences tell you otherwise.