Emptiness Is My Only Company

Its been a year and a half since we broke up? Feels like a minute.

I'm still depressed & its not like I haven't seen it.

There's people all around w/ broken hearts

Those people who sit around with their unbearable thoughts 

I know first hand what its like to be pushed around

Especially when the only person yu love was the one to push you down

Maybe I was supposed to meet you, maybe there is a reason

But if I haven't realized it by now I doubt I'll believe it 

I try to help myself understand why you still call me 

But I feel like the only explanation is that yu needa get away from reality

Everything yu say to me, hurts 

& even you know that you treat me like dirt.

Do you have any idea what its like to be in love w/ someone who USED to be in love w/ you?

Yeah better hope yu never gotta deal w/ tht shyt cos I dnt kno how you'll get through

Worst feelin of ma fucken life

Hopefully next time I can finally get this love right

My heart will always be yours I know its true

I juss wish you'd give it back to me so it dsnt have to

You dnt need my love anymore, everyone knos this

I needa get my head on straight & give my heart away to someone who actually deserves it

**** I juss can't stop myself from thinking about waht we used to be

I get so happy then I realize how it really is now& all I can think is how can you do this to me?

I don't have anyone to talk to anymore when I can't stand my life

I use to be able to call yu & yu wld make everything alright

I don't know waht the **** happen but it hurts like a *****

Everything we had between us is the only thing I miss



nodopenohope nodopenohope
18-21, F
May 21, 2012