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No Clue What To Do.. Crying Is The Only Option These Days.

So, i don't know if anyone will read this....but i have nobody else to talk to.. my friends don't take it seriously and give awful advice. I just want to know what to do.. i can't do this anymore..

I've been talking to this guy for 6 months.. Mostly texting. He rarely talks to me at school, but out of school he will talk....... all the time.

every day for the past 6 months i have fallen for him more and more.. his mom just passed away with cancer and i was there for him, he went through a terrible breakup and i was there for him. But now, now he's moving and even though it is 45 minutes away, he's switching schools and moving.

I finally got up the courage to tell him how i feel, after 6 months ! You do not now how good it felt .. i had it typed and everything and it took me about 10 minutes to finally press send. The best part is .. he answered with " You know... i've been waiting for you to say something, because i feel the same way" I had the biggest smile of my face, tears of joy for once not sadness ... which i've been doing alot lately. But from there on he goes " I'm moving, and i've tried the long distance relationships before it doesn't work.. if things weer different i would totally go for you, you're a amazing beautiful girl and i would be honored." well, yeah i cried oh boy did i ever.

He sent this text about two weeks ago.. this weekend we went to a little get together party, he told my best friend he wanted to give it a try, us... the long distance thing, i mean it's only 45 minutes and we make each other smile. Well, for the past 3 months there hasn't been a day we haven't texted, and i'm not over exaggerating.. not one day. The day after nothing, no text. I don't know what to do.. I can't keep texting him all summer and seeing him and feel the way i feel..knowing nothing can and will happen between us.

I like him for hs personality, he makes me smile .. constantly when ever i'm texting him or with him there's not moment where i'm not smillng. I'm strong, i don't cry over boys.. i'm 16 and i've had one boyfriend.. I'm picky.. but with him i can't stop crying. I don't like him for his looks at all it's him ... him in general ive never met anyone so nice, funny and sweet and i just don't' want to then about not being able to not text him and be with him. I have no clue what to do, please.. someone just give me the advice i need to hear .
EvenTheSunSetsInParadise EvenTheSunSetsInParadise 16-17, F May 22, 2012

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