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Total Darkness

I feel like I'm not cool or worthy enough for anyone to actually fall in love with me. Sometimes that makes me want to live a self-destructive lifestyle because I wonder who would care? I recently got out of another relationship that just didn't work out and I dislike myself for it.
MaryAlias MaryAlias 22-25, F 1 Response May 30, 2012

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I understand, everything that goes wrong seems as if it has to be my fault, and if it isn't, I can't accept being rejected without having some reason some proof, I don't understand how it is so easy for guys to just shove you off as if you never meant anything when just hours or even days before you were the world.

Yes so true! I'm ready to give up on everything because it all is very discouraging. From day to night I always have to watch people who have the bests lives and I'm not going to lie I get jealous and sad all the time. I can't stop crying everyday and with everything I've gone through in my life I wish I can change it for a better one.

I completely understand, it's great that to hear some who feels the same. It has been easier to realize that just because it seems as others have a better life, there are just people more so I think that are content with being misreable.