Work Crush...So much happened, we worked together and got along real well (so I thought) Some days we would really click. I am really shy and she knew that, She would be the one that would initiate kissing me, and the way she held my arm it made me feel loved. Then one day I texted her to asked her if she wanted to go see a movie, her response "I can't I am dating someone now" This was in November. I remember because the move was immortals that came out 11/11/11. She is still with the new guy who is rumored to be a guy who works at another location of where we work. So i see her a lot, and hear other people talk about her and him, taking vacation, living together, how happy she is. She denies it is him ( but for reason not neccesay to bring up I understand her not wanting to tell people it is him) I really wanted and still want things to go some were with her.
She has already has a flirty personality, I get it its how she acts and deals with people. I tell jokes when I am nervous about how to act, she acts flirty its a go to move. It is really hard to deal with working with her and seeing the smile that someone else has given her. I can't stop thinking about her, I want so much to be with her.
I worry that the more I show my hand, being the guy that she knows wants her I will just reinfoce that I am not the guy she wants.
kinda like... She has a favorite color. (pink) The more I tell/show her that Blue would love to be here favorite color. The more she is gonna think " I like pink, pink is my favorite color, I don't want blue to be my favorite color" Even if she decides that she has too pick a favorite color she will already be so use to the thought of "not blue"
Need help, can't leave the job, no real way to seperate myself from her.