Its Been Five Years

I can't forget my love for this girl, we broke up five years ago, which is a while, but she is with me always. I can't go through a day without thinking of her, lately i haven't been able to stop dreamng of her and i wake with a horrible pain.

I know it was a long time ago, and i haven't seen her for years, i know we will probably never be together again, i just can't forget her.

Have i perversely fallen in love with this horrible pain? I drag my heels through life and behind it all is this sorrow, i just can't make sense of it anymore.

 

cohen cohen
26-30, M
Apr 24, 2007