Never Had One... Until Now.I have truly never felt anything worse. Physical pain can never compare.
I'm so worn down inside and I feel like I have nothing left inside of me to give to anybody else. Also, missing them is the worst part. Remembering is torture. Every time I see, hear, or say something that reminds me of the past, I feel this overwhelming amount of pain suffocate my body. Its like this massive drop of emotions. It's very hard to explain, really...
You cant understand how hurtful it is unless you actually go through it. As I look back at everyone I cared about who came to me with a broken heart, I now see that no matter how much I tried to understand (and thought I understood them) I had no idea. None what so ever.
All I ever wish for this special person (who doesn't believe they're special which ****** me off) is to be happy in life, and if being with me does not make them happy then it is what it is. Sad day for me! (maybe even longer) but hopefully not forever!! :)