My Heart Aches

2 months ago i was going out with the man of my dreams. i never wanted to let him go. It tore me to pieces even if we didn't talk to him for a day. Me and him were in true deep love but after about 2 years he truly for the first time broke my heart. i get depressed very easily but not when i was with him. my bf couldn't take the fact that id get sad over him that he broke up with me. but now my heart literally hurts and i hate myself even more.... i never thought he'd leave me and now we will never be together... the part that hurts the most is that he says he still cares and loves me so much but now we are just friends that wont be together. i have to deal with still being in love with him. my heart wont let me move on even though its hurting me so much. i've given everything of mine. that i wont get back in return.
ForeverStar0 ForeverStar0
18-21, F
Sep 8, 2012