Still Heartbroken :/

Two weeks went by without talking to him or trying to talk to him. But today I was weak. I saw him online on facebook and I sent him a message. And obviously, he didn't reply back.
I still don't understand how everything changed so sudden.
I thought I was all right and ready to move on, but the truth is that I was just fooling myself. I still love him and I want him back or at least I want him to talk to me.
I don't know what is going on and I want to support him, like he did when I had trouble. I know something is wrong. He left his job, his school, and his look. He looks really different. He even looks kind of mean. I don't like it.
But I miss the old him. And I want him back and everything to be like it used to. I don't know what else to do. I am starting to think the pain will never go away.
Babasonica Babasonica
18-21, F
3 Responses Sep 15, 2012

I guess I am not the only person in the world who feels this way. We will make it..

Nop you are not. And it helps knowing you are not the only one. I hope we can make it.

it really does seem like something is going on with him. i suggest you meet him face to face and let him know u're available whenever he wants to talk

Thank you that is a good idea.. just let him now I am here for him :)
I'lltry to

sounds like there is something going on in his life, unfortunatly, no matter how much you want him to be safe and happy and to watch over him to mkae sure he dosnt do anything stupid. He will only hate you if you try and fix whatever is going on in his life. this is a tough situation, this happened to my ex when he left me. It is possbe he does love you but tere is something in his life atm he has to deal with that stops you from being together. in my case eventually he got better, but he still has people in his life constantly givig him a bad influence making him do the occasional bad thing. Hopefully he will snap out of it soon, and maybe you can work things out or at least be friends. Otherwise if months pass and no changes, you may just have t try and move on. anytime you need to talk inbox me x

I think he already hates me. Specially because I didn't manage the break up really well. He said that he loved me but we had to do this. But now after everything that happened I guess things changed. I am sorry to hear that this happened to you. He also has some bad people influencing him. Do you talk with your ex now? Was it hard to move on?

I have tried to move on with others and they have not worked out just made it worse for me, because i also now love my last boyfriend. I do talk to my ex almost everyday, he is my best friend and if he would take me bak i would probably cry with happiness. But atm im trying to move on with just myself, but its not working well. If u like read my stories.