Two Hearts

I still have a broken heart. And the pain is so much more because It was more my fault than hers. yet we both are at fault for the failure of our relationship. It's been months now and I still feel the pain. I know I am getting closer to better. But I just wish she would be there at the end of my struggle I am in right now. But I was compelled to write this today.

A connection that still isn’t broken
A love that will remain for an unknown time
Moving on never seemed it had to be an option
Hurt that nothing but time can heal
When two hearts have to break ways

The start of something that seemed amazing
Everything seemed to come naturally
It was never a question if the feelings were real
Slight looks and smiles that lasted forever
When two hearts meet

A promise to take things slowly
So much hurt and pain inside both hearts
Ones pain so recent, afraid to love another
The others pain so deep, never letting people too close
When two hearts begin connecting

Everything seems so right
Hands naturally holding the others. A perfect fit
Countless hugs and kisses that never seem to end
Arms feeling an emptiness when the other isn’t in them
When two hearts have bonded

Something seems off, neither can pinpoint it
The tension slowly replaces the laughter
Neither is right in the others eyes, everything done is wrong
Arguments constant. The laughter has died
When two hearts lose each other

So many words said in frustration and anger
“I’m sorry.” has never passed his lips so much
“But does he really mean it?” she wonders
“Will the man I love return from this?” she prays
When her heart is unsure

So much silence and short answers
“I just can’t believe you anymore.” is all he hears
“Why can’t she hear what I have to say?” he questions
“Where did I go wrong?” he screams to God
When his heart is full of fear

She wants nothing but the best for him
She feels it is her fault for his sadness
He wants her to be happy. To just see her smile again
He blames everything but himself for his actions
These two hearts are breaking

The decision was made. The end arrives
A few last days as a “couple”. Finishing plans already made
Both feeling awkward, but hands still finding the others
Sharing a last kiss. Neither expecting it. But not fighting it
Two hearts that still desire each other

There is still hope for a future chance
She is calm and collected. Her focus is on sorting out her life
He completely loses it and reaches rock bottom
But for him, this was a long time in the works
One heart strong. The other in turmoil

His words a brutal attack. No longer loving
Her words few and far between. She no longer listens to him
His verbal attacks are based from his broken mind. He wishes he could take them back
Her words cut him deeply as he continues in his rage
Two hearts lost sight of love

“Leave me alone! Goodbye!” the last thing she says
“I will, don’t worry. Goodbye!” he says
“I will never be there to help you again, I will not be around!”
Those words still haunting him
When two hearts have broken each other

A connection that still isn’t broken
A love that will remain for an unknown time
Moving on is now the only option
Hurt that is slowly fading as the time passes
When two hearts are no longer one

seuer seuer
26-30, M
1 Response Sep 17, 2012

wow you write such powerful stuff, made me cry. Probably because alot of this feels familiar to me. always here to talk if you need :)

Well never wanted anyone to cry from it. But it makes me feel better knowing i touched someone with it. and you can talk with me if you ever need to also. :)

Thanks :) x