Beyond Repair...

The other day, a very hopeful story was posted by a member. He is falling in love with his ex-wife....

I kept on thinking about it. Is my relationship with my children's father really beyond repair or does it just feel like it because the pain is so new?

I am trying hard not to deny myself of this possibility....that someday everything will go back to the happy days...

Today...I cooked after church
.. When everything was done....i felt more alone...he was not there ...and the kids were with him....i just retreated back to my little corner in the bedroom.....

I don't sleep on the bed....it adds to my emptyness...

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1 Response Dec 2, 2012

Don't give up yet. If you were ready, you would know. Keep doing things you enjoy. Find yourself again. He can't fall in love with you again if you don't love yourself.

Don't ever let anyone dictate how you feel about yourself. You are worthy of more. But you have to believe it!