I Dont Know What To Do, I Cant Get You Out Of My Head

We broke up, and I cant get her out of my head. I still love her so bad. No matter what I do she is in my head. Im so ready to down a bunch of pills and ******* die, I need this girl. Ive been fightin the urge but its so so hard. I wish I could go back and fix everything. Everyday it gets worse and worse. I dont know what else to do. She doesnt want to talk to me anymore.. she wasnt just my lover, she was my bestfriend. The one person I could tell everyone to. But now, shes gone. And from what I can tell shes happy and fine with it. That cuts the deepest. I want to be happy, I want to get over it. But I cant, I need help. I cant do this alone anymore. I cant, im going to end up dead.
devinborne101 devinborne101
18-21, M
Dec 4, 2012