A Fool In Love

Well where do I start? Firstly, I am a married man. I had been with my wife for over 25 years. We had never really been lovers, more just friends that ended up married. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a serial philanderer, I just met someone with whom I "clicked." Or so it seemed. I have always been adventurous, particularly sexually, whereas my wife is strictly "vanilla." I'm more "50 shades"... Or at least 47 of them! Lol! Anyhow, through a mutual friend, I met this exciting lady, a widow, with a penchant for wearing nylons, and a drawer full of kinky spanking implements! We had a great time together, she claiming she fell for me, and I had a deep love for her also. I was very close to "jumping ship." However, during a business trip, an ex of hers turns up on her doorstep, a jobless loser who had been thrown out by his mother... For reasons unknown. The upshot.., she chooses this dole scrounger over a £50kpa earner! Then cuts me off completely, although still flirty with other guys that she dated in the past?!! They don't even have a lot in common, he is not that well educated, whereas she is well read, plus he is vanilla! I got a bit depressed after the break up, had to confess to my wife. I supposed that she would chuck me out, but no!... She wants to work things through, although insists my "kink" is some kind of spiritual/mental problem. I can't seem to get through to her that if she just met me halfway, then I wouldn't have strayed in the first place! Oh well, that's my story, for now.
Whackedwell Whackedwell
46-50, M
1 Response Dec 5, 2012

Don't give up.....a leopard can't change it's spots but people can come around...I hope she realizes what's at stake and can loosen up and have a little crazy fun with you....you deserve a happy sex life...maybe you just need to inspire her.