Faith...

So, today I went to pick up the kids at his mom's house. I talked to her for a little as I always do. I don't believe I betrayed his confidence since he has been sharing things with me about his relationship with the other woman. See, we've always been each other's best friends so it's natural to be there for him. Anyway, I told his mom that I had faith that we could rebuild, but I was concerned that the other woman would never go away. His mom apparently called him at work and said God knows what, but I got a text from him saying that he was done sharing things with me. I'm completely shattered. I had so much hope that we could fix us. We were already talking more than we had in the last year. I called my best friend and had a complete breakdown while my babies napped and played downstairs. After taking a nap with the younger one, I woke up feeling somewhat better. I've known him for most of my life. We been friends and then together for half of our lives. I am sad, but I still believe that he will talk to me again. We are woven together. I need to trust this process and the journey that we are on. Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes it sucks, but it could always be worse. Fingers crossed for true love.
Jgizmo Jgizmo
31-35, F
1 Response Dec 7, 2012

yr.bf is ur bf? they r different

My husband and I have always been each other's best friends. I also have a female best friend.