HeartbrokenI don't know how to deal with this. I fell in love with a guy a year ago, and he promised me everything...you know how that goes...we were against my family. They did not approve, but we decided we would fight it. We saw each other, we talked every day, and we counted down the days when I'd be able to be with him without all these complications. We made it work over long distance, and I wa head over heels. I gave him my entirety. Then, he told me he was deperessed. It didn't feel right anymore. He questioned everything. This was a couple of months before we would have made the countdown...since then, he's been with other girls and going out, but gets furious when I even hint at moving on...he knows I'm sensitive, so he says things to me that I eat at me...like he kissed a girl, I'm to blame for him acting this way, that I'm the one that's giving us up when I tell him I can't handle this. I'm trapped, and I want to believe that he's only going through a stage...but at the same time, things he's done to me in this time are heart wrenching...Ive gotten to a point where I want to die even, Im so depressed... then he told me to enjoy hell. He makes me feel so worthless....i feel so empty...how am I suppose to get away from him? How am I suppose to love him and be patient? I just can't stay like this. I'm afraid I won't be able to forget about him, and I think he already has...I can't imagine finding anyone that won't end up leaving.
Kkl3v 18-21, F 16 Responses 2 Dec 17, 2012