My Heartbreak.

I feel so lost. I feel as if a part of me is missing and I have no idea what to do. Recently, my boyfriend of a year decided to move to new york to pursue his modeling career. I was speechless. I cant even explain the feelings that went through my body...I literally felt a sharp pain in my heart. I love him more than anything in the whole world. He means abdolutely everything to me and he is my best friend too. We have become so close. We go to the same school and see each other every single day. I have no idea what to do now. i have never been too social and I do not have a close friend I can trust. I feel really lost...I have been crying for days and Im heartbroken. I live 750 miles away from New York. How am I going to live not knowing when our next kiss or hug will be. Im only 16. I can not move there with him. This is my first relationship and he is the first guy I fell in love with. I trully do love him. And the worst part is that he doesnt really seem to care that he will be away from me...he put modeling before me and now I feel hopeless and abandoned. Please help, somebody... I have never felt this way before. I have no body to turn to. this is killing me.
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1 Response Jan 11, 2013

It may sound crazy, but I am going through the same exact thing right now. My boyfriend and I have been together a year, broke it off two months ago, we are both 15.. he chose work and his rich friends, and I was cast aside.

You say he is a model, and just like my guy, is a money fanatic ... my explanation for this is their BIG, manly, EGOS!

It's not fair, because my heart aches. I do not have not have a lot of friends at my high school either...because he was my best friend, and my boyfriend. But as a fellow girl going through the same thing, (crazy), my suggestion is to just worry about yourself. You should be a princess to him, but he prefers to make money off his face in the city.

it's terrible, because they end up being immature and you think that he is the one, but he begins to not even care. it's a side I sure as he'll never saw in my guy before...

My advice to you is that we are strong and awesome and we simply deserve better. talk to him and tell him how you feel, if he is unresponsive,then he simply will regret it in the future. trust me ... I felt compelled to respond to this because I know how you feel.

oh my god! I feel better knowing somebody else is going through thesame thing. it hurts so much i can not stop crying I have not been able to sleep at all. i need him and I love him. And all he talks about is how excited he is to be leaving for modeling. I feel crushed. How are we gonna deal with not seing him in school?

Oh my god I hate when they just give you the cold shoulder like that. I completely know what you are going through, and I cry almost every week... even though its been two months...

Apparently he doesn't know what hes missing. Its as if money and career is more important than life and love. And that breaking a heart of another human being is fine in their immature brains.

I really don't know, we don't have the same classes together because I'm in AP classes, and he is just in the average class. (Thank God) But we have the same lunch period. So, I might just go to a teacher's classroom or the bathroom for now... everytime I want to talkk to him we talk for a little bit, and then I feel like he is pushing me away, so I'm at th point where I just want to stick my middle finger out to him and cry.

Im so sorry:( No body should ever go through something like heart literally aches. ugh. He refused to spend the last day we had together with me so that he could go to the gym claiming that if he doesnt go, his body wont look good enough for modeling...seriously?!! How can a human being be less important than the gym. God I can not imagine him living 700 miles away.

Men have some big *** egos!!

Look, if he's treating you like this, he obviously is detaching himself and in turn, is acting like a douchebag. I'm sorry you have to go through this took we can help each other out. :)

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