Never Get Over It.....I was 18 when I fell in love with you. You said you loved me too. You got me pregnant, said you'd never leave or do anything to hurt me. Why did you lie? Why did you cheat on me while I was pregnant? Why did you not show up to the hospital when my heart was failing after we lost the baby? Is she really that much better than me? Better than the girl who carried your beautiful son? Better than the girl who lost friends because she believed you over her friends when they tried to tell me you were scum? I guess I wasn't good enough for you. Its been almost a year and I'm still not over you and the loss of our son. The loss of our son I will never get over but I pray to God every night to help me get over you. I've had guys want to be with me and love me but I can't let them in because of what you did to me. You scarred me for life. I don't trust men anymore because of what you did. I hope you and the girl you are with now (the one you cheated on me with and got pregnant) are happy honestly I do but I wish you could feel the pain that I feel.
beautifullybrokengirl 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 Jan 21, 2013