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I Have a Broken Heart

She Broke My Heart

By: King1991
Written on January 28th, 2013
It was just last year, when we first met, I was 20-21 and she was 16, I was in a relationship at the time and didn't give any importance to her, then she started talking to me more and more and more, telling me about her problems and her life in general, which seemed to me a mystery. We became friends and video chatted many times, after we built trust she began telling me her stories that no one ever knew, I'm not going into details because her stories will remain a faithful secret inside, but I will say it was all about childhood sexual abuse; some truly painful stories leading to lots of sexual thoughts and sometimes obsessions. I broke up with my girlfriend that I loved so much to be able to carry on with this girl. I planned for a longtime relationship leading to marriage, a relationship free of sexuality, and that's what happened, the girl was cured and was the happiest person on earth, we talked all day long, we were so in love, pure love free of sexuality and sensuality and all was going great we were living the best days of our lives.
Then she started changing, slowly everything was fading away, i was still the same but she became different, It ended dramatically, I almost committed suicide .. Now we don't even talk it's been months, I tried and tried and she simply doesn't reply .. I was torn into pieces, everything faded to dark since that day, after 7 months since the tragedy, I still love her with every breath I take. If You read my story I thank You and wish You better luck in your love life !
By: King1991
Age: 22-25 , Male
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  • StuDepp
    StuDepp

    Sorry to hear of your situation, I was put in touch with a personal confident, whom I greatly benifited from ,mabe you will too :
    confideincoles@hotmail.co.uk

    Jan 28
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    • King1991
      King1991

      Thanks really, i will try talking with him/her, I hope you're doing better now :/

      Jan 29
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  • KillAishX
    KillAishX

    A similar thing happened to me. But they say there's always love out there. Good luck to you, my friend. (:

    Jan 28
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    • King1991
      King1991

      this is life really .. it's hard but there's always someone who's gonna come and make things way better :/ I hope you're feeling better now :s .. I can understand your feelings :/

      Jan 29
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  • CapnJacksGirl
    CapnJacksGirl

    You poor guy.....I'm so very sorry that you are still hurting after 7 months. Unfortunately I can completely relate. The grieving process is different for everyone so allow yourself the time you need to grieve. Stay busy and lean on friends & family when you are having a down time. Or chat with someone on EP. Someone even better will come along when you least expect it. Just hang in there. Sending hugs!

    Jan 28
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    • King1991
      King1991

      Really thanks! you're a very nice person and I hope everything's going great with you ! Well, every time I go in a relationship now, I compare both girls, I compare the love, the feelings .. It's truly hard and I really wish you're doing okay (you told me you can completely relate, meaning you've been in a similar or sometimes worse position), I hope everything is alright with you now :/

      Jan 30
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    • CapnJacksGirl
      CapnJacksGirl

      When you have been hurt so deeply it's hard not to compare. You'll just have to try to stop and see if your comparisons are justified or if it's just an insecurity because of what someone as done to you in your past. It is so hard to NOT make a new relationship pay the price for what someone else did. But when you are ready, you will trust again and not compare as much.

      I've been going through some rough stuff. But in time I will be better. Thank you (((HUG)))

      Jan 30
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  • arrowarrow17
    arrowarrow17

    I think you need to let her go. She is unlucky girl that refuse a good man like you. It is up and down in the relationship. I am sure she is not your soul mate. God has provided better soul mate for you. She is waiting you in the future.

    Most of the girls are changing in age 17. My daughter is dramatically changing when she turn to 17 on her birthday. She was dropped out from school. She is move out from the house and her living condition very poor. She hasn't enough food to eat and better room to live but she said she fine her happiness with a bastard boy friend. She is working and the salary is not enough to cover her cost.

    As a mother I try to give the best for her. I am planning to send her to the best hairdresser school and move abroad. She doesn't appreciate everything that I have done to her. We are buying a bigger house because she and her brother are going to come to live with us abroad. We were struggling for the their visas. She doesn't appreciate what I try to give her.
    One day if she were regret her decision everything would be too late.

    Jan 28
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    • King1991
      King1991

      Thanks a lot .. You're right, a better person will come someday and I hope pain will stop.
      As to what's happening with you, this is really sad, at such young age we don't know what we are doing, we take bad decisions that will affect our lives forever.
      I hope she'll someday appreciate what you're doing for her.
      She's still a teenager, she will grow up even more and I hope will wake up and go back home and live happily with the family.
      That's great about the house and hairdressing school, I really hope everything will workout fine .. :/

      Jan 28
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    • arrowarrow17
      arrowarrow17

      I really hope she is coming with me, at least finish her education first. After she 20 year old she can decide what to do.

      Jan 28
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    • King1991
      King1991

      @mysticflower
      I know, I learned not to love anymore, and whenever I'm in a relationship I'm always waiting for bad luck to happen :/ sad story you have here and I hope you'll have better luck next time :/
      @arrowarrow17
      I really hope she will come with you and wake up to her life :/ I wish you the best of luck for you and her ..

      Jan 30
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    • arrowarrow17
      arrowarrow17

      Thank you

      Jan 30
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