My Heart Must Move On

As I stare at my door waiting for him to knock I must have lost half of my mind as if I forgot the pain he has taken my heart through breaking it in thousands of pieces My heart must move on as I stare at my phone waiting for him to call forgetting how he caused me to fall my heart must go on As I stare at his left behind clothes I know it is best for my heart to live on
GlitzDoll GlitzDoll
26-30, F
1 Response Jan 29, 2013

It's ok to feel this way, we all have. I still struggle with this. I do so much better when I'm completely p.i.s.s.e.d off because it motivates me and gives me energy to move on and flip him off. "Sitting in it" and wanting his attention, even though it is attached to pain, is one of the worst feelings in the world. It's like fighting with yourself. But, in a way, that's the good news. Since it's an internal struggle that's going on, you get to control it and who wins. It's just a matter of finding the thing(s) that will help you "out of yourself" long enough to regroup and get back to "normal". xoxox

So true Thank You