Sucker Punched!

I can't stop crying, I'd give anything just to feel normal again. I met and fell quickly in love with someone. Though the relationship was brief I've never had a connection like the one I shared with him... ever. One day he texts me and said things were moving too fast and that was it, just like that it was over. No warning signs, no explanation, nothing. My world has been turned upside down. The things that would bring me joy don't. All I do is cry. I sit with my office door closed at work all day long. People think I'm working but I just cry. My mind tells me I shouldn't want someone who would be so careless with my heart but if he called me right now I would take him back. I just want this pain to go away.
Alanda510 Alanda510
31-35, F
4 Responses Jan 30, 2013

It is a strong feeling, I can see from this reading. I am sure you are going to feel better. Try to not cry at work, try not to think, distract yourself and see how you are going to be better.

Thank you. I cried again at work this morning, I tried not too... I swear it came out of nowhere, it was my subconscious or something. I dunno. I have faith that it will get better, I guess I just have to give myself the time to grieve.

Your story breaks my heart. I just went through something very similar. I'm so very sorry for all the hurt you are feeling. Sending you many, many ((hugs))! Just take it one day at a time. If that is too much take it one hour at a time. You will get through this. Stay busy if you can. Lean on your family and friends who love you. Allow yourself time to grieve. And if you just need to vent or talk to get stuff off your chest feel free to message me. Take care and stay strong Hun (((HUGS)))

Thank you for extending yourself to me ((HUGS))

You are very welcome. Sometimes a wave will come over you and you cry out of nowhere, but in time it will get easier ((HUG))

I am sorry for your broken heart as well, as I can relate because mine is broken too. I have cried many many tears, as this relationship ended with no closure at all-a blow to my head, like in your case. I know to say move on, it will get better doesnt help, but alas I am sure it is true-for both of us. You are worthy of love-don't wait and see if this person changes their mind, its too painful. All the best to you

Thank you. I'm trying not to wait on him but every new person that comes in my life I compare to him and no one measures up.

I am sorry for your broken heart. I was in the same boat until a few months ago. I hit a point to where I told myself I have to stop crying. So I decided to move on and was working on that and was doing good feeling good about it. Next thing I know I sent my ex a message and he told me he wasn't over me and he still thought about me every second of the day. We have a better relationship this time than the last. Try to dry the tears and love life and that's when u turn around for a surprise:-) I hope this helps.

Thank you for your kind words. I'm just taking it one day at a time.