I'm nervous about posting this story because I don't want people to think I'm a negative/sad person. I was happy once. Before him I was incredibly happy; I have a job that I'm excited about, my family is doing well and all I wanted was someone to share my happiness with. He wasn't filling a void so why is there a void now that he's gone? It's going on 3 weeks and it seems like it's getting harder. I'm angry and frustrated all the time. I just need some relief... this is too long to be feeling this way.