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Its Been Over A Month Since She First Asked Me To Separate...

I'm still not sure where I stand. We are still living together and she keeps talking about and making plans for "our" future. Some days she is so cold to me it makes me want to scream or walk out. She's always texting some one, who I don't know ...by now, its a moot point.Other days it feels like old times; before all of this. We laugh and joke and I see her smile, then there are the times I can see in her eyes that she just wishes I would leave. I know she's mad at me. I am trying to get better and be better and contribute more to the house.I just want to find a good job so that we can do all the things that she keeps talking about us doing.Hopefully we can work this out, if not I am leaving the state and starting over somewhere else. Too many bad memories to stay here anymore. Who knows where...
fuzzyneedshelp fuzzyneedshelp 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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Actually, I wouldn't leave the state I have 4 children and it would kill me if I left them and her. But I would want to run away to hide my shame of a second divorce. Why do I continually screw up things with my wives... I mean my first wife was an adulterer, so that was a no brainer but this one, she's a hard working woman, a wonderful and caring mom and a great friend. Don't get me wrong, we obviously have our problems but Most of them are me...