Sunday Was Breakup Day!

I guess I am a little broken hearted right now. 

I just recently met a man that I really liked.  I was not looking nor wanting a relationship.  It just happened.  It was good at first, then rough, but then things seemed like they were getting a lot better.  Except he is very moody and throws things around when he gets mad.  He gets hurt, annoyed, and mad easily.  Those were his bad points.  It really felt like his good points outweighed his bad point.  He was very helpful in many many ways.  He made me laugh and others laugh all the time.  What is better than a man that makes you laugh?  He was romantic and loving.  A good cook.  Gave me compliments and said a lot of sweet things often. 

I have to stay away from him.  He basically did the breaking up in a fit of anger.  He will be sorry and maybe not, but it's his loss.  It's too hard to go through his moods and tantrums every weekend. 

It's not easy, it hurts and  I feel a loss. 

 

PiscesDream PiscesDream
51-55, F
1 Response Jun 5, 2007

I've been taking this breakup quite hard. My spirits are way down. My body aches. I am always tired. I sleep sporadically. I miss him. I've been afraid to go anywhere. That's part of my depression and the aches are part of the Fibromyalgia. I've been shutting myself away. It's been a few weeks and I can't seem to shake it. I guess there's a lesson here somewhere. One that I keep missing obviously because I keep getting my heart broken. I don't think I can handle any more heart break in this lifetime. I feel I will lose my mind. It's overwhelming my brain. <br />
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Let the healing begin.