Just Been Dumped By the Love of My Life....

My boyfriend and I had been seeing each other for 6 years and had a baby together... Because my ex-husband wanted me back, he turned our 3 children against me: "Mummy has a new family and doesn't love you anymore...". I haven't seen my first 3 children in 4 years. They refuse to have contact with me. I never did recover from that loss. Last month I was diagnosed with breast cancer and have to undergo a mastectomy in 2 weeks time.

My boyfriend had asked me to move in and marry him. He has retracted both and dumped me, he says I have "serious mental issues (????!!!) and can not deal with me crying if my children are mentioned or anxious about my surgery.

I feel alone, suicidal and don't know how I am going to cope alone with my 4 year old through wha lies ahead...