Life With a Broken Heart

On thrursday march. 19, 2009, my life was turned upside down. The relationship with the girl ive loved for three long years broke up with me. She told me we weren't meant to be together. She told me she couldn't take it. She told me she knew it wasn't right for us to be together when she was not happy. How do you think this felt? This felt worse than having a parent die. This felt worse than getting hit in the face with a sledgehammer. I am new to this. I've never experience a broken heart in my life and I don't know what to do. In my 22 years of life, I was the one that did the breaking up, and now that its happened to me, I am in tatters. She told me we need to live our lives without each other and experience life. She told me that she can't be with me...not now at least. She hinted at a possible reunion in the future but I can't wait for it. Im broken, and I dont know what to do. The thoughts and memories of her bring tears to my eyes. My chest hurts when I look at her pictures. We've been texting a bit and she tells me that I need to move on and that she is also hurt. She told me she still loves me. If that was true, then why is she hurting me this way? 3 years down the drain. Right now, I feel like I cant move on. I feel alone. I need her. I need help dealing with this broken heart. I cant eat. I cant sleep. I cant do anything. Why did this have to happen to me?

maideixarem maideixarem
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1 Response Mar 22, 2009

I hear you man. I received the same excuses and now here it is 14 years later and I still have unanswered questions that I would give anything to have the answers to. I just recently sent her an email and she never sent a return letter. How can someone say that they love you and then treat you like this? <BR><BR>I can tell you that the pain does go away a little bit at a time. Some say it can go completely away but mine has yet to. And if I try and remember the past I can bring back the pain as if it happened yesterday. <BR><BR>Good luck to you and God bless.