Letter to the Heartbreaker
I am going to say all the things I never got to tell you when you left, so here it goes: You ruined me and saved me at the same time. You opened my eyes to things I never thought possible, and you gave me hope. You gave me hope in humanity and most of all in love.
Then you pulled the rug from under me and I came shattering down as if I was made of glass. You promised me the world, you promised me forever, you gave me a little taste just to enjoy it's splendor. Then you left. You took everything I knew with you and left me there to bleed. What happened? Why did you leave? You never told me why, you never did anything. You just said it was over through TEXT! I was the love of your life! I don't understand. I've never been able to understand!
I would lay awake at night just wondering when you're coming back. I knew you would come back, you said you would always love me, and you meant it. But you've never come back. You've never walked into my life again. You took a piece of me with you 5 years ago and I'm here to say I WANT IT BACK!
You selfish heartbreaker! I want it back! You can't have that piece of my heart anymore, you shattered me. You made me break all my own rules, do everything I said I would never do. All of that for what? So you could just get up and leave with no reason? You want to know the sad part of all this? I still love you.. and I don't want to anymore.