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I Have a Broken Heart

Letter to the Heartbreaker

By: InsanelyMe08
Written on August 31st, 2009

 Dear Cody,

I am going to say all the things I never got to tell you when you left, so here it goes: You ruined me and saved me at the same time. You opened my eyes to things I never thought possible, and you gave me hope. You gave me hope in humanity and most of all in love. 

Then you pulled the rug from under me and I came shattering down as if I was made of glass. You promised me the world, you promised me forever, you gave me a little taste just to enjoy it's splendor. Then you left. You took everything I knew with you and left me there to bleed. What happened? Why did you leave? You never told me why, you never did anything. You just said it was over through TEXT! I was the love of your life! I don't understand. I've never been able to understand!

I would lay awake at night just wondering when you're coming back. I knew you would come back, you said you would always love me, and you meant it. But you've never come back. You've never walked into my life again. You took a piece of me with you 5 years ago and I'm here to say I WANT IT BACK! 

You selfish heartbreaker! I want it back! You can't have that piece of my heart anymore, you shattered me. You made me break all my own rules, do everything I said I would never do. All of that for what? So you could just get up and leave with no reason? You want to know the sad part of all this? I still love you.. and I don't want to anymore. 

By: InsanelyMe08
Age: 18-21 , Female
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    whendell
    whendell

    well..each one of us had experienced heartbreaks and failures..just don't give up everything has a purpose...God prepares someone better for you..Just Pray... leave evrything to our God Almighty..Godbless

    Jul 28, 2011
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    whendell

    well..each one of us had experienced heartbreaks and failures..just don't give up everything has a purpose...God prepares someone better for you..Just Pray... leave evrything to our God Almighty..Godbless

    Jul 28, 2011
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    firstoct
    firstoct

    If you're like me, the pain won't go away, you've just got to put it in a separate compartment and get the most out of your life. I posted my story 2 years ago and nothing has changed as far as my feelings



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    Good Luck!

    Sep 30, 2009
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    InsanelyMe08
    InsanelyMe08

    I'm so sorry to hear about everyones heartbreak here. =( I always told myself I would never get heartbroken and then it happened.



    I've thought about what would happen if I ever saw Cody again, and I came to the conclusion I would probably runaway and throw up. I'm not sure in what order that would be in either. =/



    When I told a friend that they were shocked, I am NOT the kind of person to lose my cool over a guy. I've never bursted out crying in public because of a boy or ever. I always face adversity in the face with a smile. However when it comes to Cody, I would have a heart attack and completely lose everything that was holding me together at that moment.

    Sep 1, 2009
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    yenohtel
    yenohtel

    i am also broken heared at this point of time, the man gave ma false hope....i had the ring and then he left and meet me again just to say goodbye! I want him back so much....but will I do? Now, the question is if he will come back will I really accept him after all? The answer is YES i hope NO.

    Sep 1, 2009
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    broken69
    broken69

    My X wife left I still love her I still want her back even after what she did to me.I know its denial I dont know when I will stop feeling married .I dont think I could deal with the devistation if I believed there was no hope this is where I have to live right now or I would surly be dead

    Aug 31, 2009
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    kungfuchic
    kungfuchic

    Do you really still love him after all this time?



    I am in the process of Divorce and my fear is that I will never be able to truly move on.



    I wish you the best. Sometimes we just have to let go with love.

    Aug 31, 2009
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