All Alone On My Birthday
Today is my birthday and i have been crying all afternoon. I am so sad cuz i am home all alone and no one wants to see me for my birthday. My boyfriend broke up with me last week when we had a fight. We have been together for almost 2 years. This past week he has said he hasn't been happy in a long time, but he never gave me the slightest hint of this. It came so all of a sudden and i keep begging him for another chance. Finally last night i got him to say he'd give me 2 more weeks at a relationship to show him that we can be happy. But he also said that he felt pressured into it and he's been acting kind of distant. This past week when ever we were alone he wanted to cuddle or hold hands or kiss. But then he hangs out with his friends and after he says that he didn't mean any of it. His friends don't want him to be with me, but they don't know me. They don't know how we are together when we are alone. When we were alone I also felt magic between us. Just the way he would look at me, or hold me, i felt like i wanted it to go on for forever. Now he tells me we aren't meant for each other and he doesn't think things will work. My heart is just torn into pieces and the worst part is that it is ruining my birthday and it makes me so sad. I'm 19, and i already hate my birthday. I just want hope that our relationship will be repaired but the only way i can get that is if i see him and we start acting really close again. But i don't know if 2 weeks is enough time to get that close. He promised 2 weeks and i think that the moment 2 weeks is up he's going to dump me again. I have only a little bit of time to make a lot happen. I don't even know where it starts. He tells me i'm not outgoing enough, and that i'm very opinionated and critical. I have met so many new ppl this week because i'm trying to be outgoing, and i haven't said anything opinionated or critical. So i don't know what else to do to make him realize he still loves me. Because 2 weeks ago we were really close and now its hard to get him to talk to me. i just need advice on how to win a guys heart back in 2 weeks. he used to be in love with me, but his friends convince him otherwise.