Just Wanna Be Happy

 I got engaged in May to the most beautiful woman. I used to tell myself that i have found my soul mate; i have found the person that i wanted to spend my life with. That person was the perfect match from all aspects. Our wedding was scheduled to take place in September; however, i had an accident on September 11 and my both arms got broken (Elbow arm and wrist). I was hospitalized in the same day and had an 8 hours surgery where 3 doctors implanted 4 steel plates and more that 20 pins and screws. After the surgery, the doctor had my both arms in a cast which was supposed to be removed 3 weeks after the surgery. However, the doctor found another fracture in my right elbow which happened after the surgery and as a result the doctor had to put my arms in cast for one more month. During the recovery time i couldn't be able to eat, drink or use the bathroom by myself.

and due to the accident we had to postpone the wedding to Oct, 22. on Oct 11, i got a text msg from my fiancé saying that we are not meant to be together due to disagreements and asked me to destroy pictures and delete the mobile number and bb pin.

During the 5 months engagement period we never had a fight nor disagreement. My fiancé told me that she was in love with me before i even told her that i love her. We used to kiss and say i love you every day. as matter of fact, 2 days before the break-up she told me that every day she falls deeper in love with me. 5 days before the break up, she bought her dream wedding gown (Reem Acra)

Everything was booked honeymoon, wedding hall, band, wedding planner, photographers, everything was in place and on time.

I cant find a logical explanation to what happened, she broke and shattered my heart. i cant find a meaning to life after what happened. I always think about what i have done to her to treat me this way. i tried to call her and she didn’t answer, i tried to send her an email and never get a reply. I called her parents (mom and dad) and the only answer is that she is not comfortable. if u had asked me during my relationship with her which is more probable to happen, she dies or she breaks-up with you. I would say definitely she dies. I didn’t see that coming. I’m suffering, and I’m hurt. i just wanna forget and move on. Im broken hearted and no one seems to understand.

Yesterday, i found out that there is a probability that i won’t be able to straighten or bend my below like a normal person due to the fact that my elbow is stiff from the cast and the fracture.  My life is falling apart. i just wanna be happy again, just happy.

fahad7828 fahad7828
26-30, M
1 Response Mar 2, 2010

DONT YOU THINK THAT YOU WERE RUSHING INTO MARRIAGE ANYWAY???? THE GIRL SHOWED HER REAL COLOURS , WHEN YOU HAD YOUR ACCIDENT, SHE DID RUNNER... YOU HAD A LUCKY ESCAPE, ALTHOUGH YOU CANNOT SEE IT YET, BUT YOU WILL. THINK YOURSELF LUCKY , AS TO HAVE MARRIED HER WOULD HAVE BEEN EVEN WORSE..<br />
GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR RECOVERY.