In 09 my husband cheated. A year later he was married to her, and in 2011 the were divorced and he was back at my door step. I made the dicision to work on rebuilding our family and found he was not only cheating with the ex but with another girl as well. And still I'm here working on our relationship. Its been a year now and the last six months have been great, but now I find myself torn. Part of me what's to move forward with him, but the other part cannot forgive. It eats me alive, picturing his life with those other women, I question his love and attraction for me, and I contemplate cheating on him. I don't know what to do.