Clarity

Whenever I have a misunderstanding with someone, I have this complex of clarity about it. I need them to understand why I did this, or said that, and likewise about understanding why they did that or said this.

I think about everything way more than is healthy for one to think, so my mind considers all these different possibilities as to why someone did what they have.

I've been better about it these past few years; if we've made up, we've made up and there's no use continuing to speak of it. But even so... if I start thinking about some quarrel that happened in the past, my mind just takes off. I've been careful about not bringing it back up..
Yeah.. =/

I just need things to be crystal clear. If there's any obscurity of intentions, my mind goes wild.,
Turbulence Turbulence
18-21, M
Jan 13, 2013