Crushing On A Best Friend And Obsessing About It!!I've registered on this website just now, after I got it in search results about crushing on your best friend. So, I thought maybe it I shared my story too I'll feel better about it.
Well, first of all, I'm Muslim and I'm living in Egypt. It's kinda hard here for a girl to confess her feelings first to the guy she likes, and actually I did it 8 years ago when I was 15 and the results weren't good!
Anyways, he's my best friend from college, I know him for 3 years now, and started to have feelings for him since last July. At first it was just I couldn't resist smiling when he's smiling, we were already best friends for a while, more than a year, and through which I had another 2 crushes, but nothing serious. We're a group of friends not just me and him, and one of my besties in the group noticed it and tried to shut it down as early as she could, but I didn't listen, I wanted to fall, I guess I was desperate for someone in my life...
Then exams came and we were parted a little, then in the very recent time we've been chatting almost all the day, hang out with other friends from time to time, he checks on me when I write something sad online, he gets me a cab when we're out, he knows my brother and sister, and I know one of his sisters...
I don't want to ruin this friendship!
Few days ago I asked him anonymously on a website if he think he'll know if a girl crushes on him, he brought it up when I was with him and another friend, and asked me if it was me who asked this Q. I lied to him, I could have said yes in a funny way but I couldn't. But then later that day while on chat I brought it up again and asked him for the answer and he said he doesn't know! Which made me confused more..
Now I feel like I'm stalking him, check his facebook profile like a 100 times/day, I think he does too, sometimes he likes a status that I wrote like 20 hours ago which didn't get too much likes to be in the feed!
I don't know, I'm trying to get myself excuses, and I don't know if anyone out here will care enough to read all of this from a random stranger, but please, if you do reach here while reading, give me any advice......
Oh, yeah and I forgot to mention that one of my brother's best friends is crushing on me and I noticed and told him and one more friend about it and he gave no response, he was like yeah cool whatever!
I'm stupid and can't think on my own.. any help???