My Best Friend..

I have a crush on my best friend, I know that she used to have a crush on me but probably not anymore, I always flirt with her... and I know this sounds creepy but I can't help but stare at her, just watching her makes my heart beat fast. She's beautiful and amazing, I'd jump off of the empire state building if she asked me to, but of course she wouldn't. I would do anything for her, I'd kill for her. The bad part is, I'm gay, she's bi.. I think not sure, she says she'd rather be with boys though, all of her boyfriends have been crazy guys, they've been addicts or rude, or just plain out ********. It's sad because I've seen her go through all these guys that treat her like **** but she can't see that I'd treat her like a ******* princess. I need her in my life and I don't know what I'm going to do when I leave to college and she goes to military school. She's making all these plans for after to go to colorado with her ex, and blah blah blah, but all I want is to be with her. I just want to hold her, just to be next to her for the rest of my life would be amazing. Without her I'm empty and I wouldn't know what to do... I love her.
BrittyConfused BrittyConfused
18-21, F
May 12, 2012