I Have a Crush On Someone I Shouldn't
I love her, she's a kind, loving and breathtakingly beautiful woman. Her mother died when she was young, and she essentially raised her younger brother and sister. She graduated from High School class valedictorian. She earned her Bachelor's Degree at 21. Her Masters at 23. She's incredibly bright. We spent a lot of time together learning from and about each other. We have developed a very intimate, non-sexual relationship.
She met a man and she moved to Ohio. Despite my feelings for her, I supported her decision while her family thought otherwise. She's been there for about a year and a half. She's been building her life out there. She got a teaching job. I am so happy for her.
She called me last week in tears telling me that she needs to come home. I flew her back home. She was having relationship issues, she spent the weekend with her family. I saw her for about half an hour. I thought I was over her. When I did see her, I realized that I wasn't over her. I have a very deep affection for her.
The conversation we had was very brief, but a lot was revealed. I discovered that she was unfailingly attracted to me and that she shouldn't have told me, maybe she's losing her mind. I told her that the feeling was mutual and we kissed. It wasn't one of those deep passionate kisses. It was a simple kiss on the lips. We spoke no more.
Since she left, I have had a silent, yet strong longing for her. We both know that it shouldn't and wouldn't happen again. Our affection is strong. We will be there for each other through thick and thin. I want her to be happy. She deserves to be happy. With or without me, I don't care. As long as she's happy.
She met a man and she moved to Ohio. Despite my feelings for her, I supported her decision while her family thought otherwise. She's been there for about a year and a half. She's been building her life out there. She got a teaching job. I am so happy for her.
She called me last week in tears telling me that she needs to come home. I flew her back home. She was having relationship issues, she spent the weekend with her family. I saw her for about half an hour. I thought I was over her. When I did see her, I realized that I wasn't over her. I have a very deep affection for her.
The conversation we had was very brief, but a lot was revealed. I discovered that she was unfailingly attracted to me and that she shouldn't have told me, maybe she's losing her mind. I told her that the feeling was mutual and we kissed. It wasn't one of those deep passionate kisses. It was a simple kiss on the lips. We spoke no more.
Since she left, I have had a silent, yet strong longing for her. We both know that it shouldn't and wouldn't happen again. Our affection is strong. We will be there for each other through thick and thin. I want her to be happy. She deserves to be happy. With or without me, I don't care. As long as she's happy.
By:
tiki187
Age:
36-40
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Male
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