today was supposed to be the day where I ignore you, try to avoid you. I tried not to look for you, like I usually do. I found myself doing it a few times but stopped when I realized what I was doing. It was going well until the end of the day when someone told me you stared at me, that you made a point to slow down and you tried to get my attention but I had my back towards you. You make me feel pretty and maybe that's why I'm infatuated with you. I haven't felt pretty in a long time.