... on someone I work with. Who is somewhat in a position of authority over me. Who is much younger than me. And I am already in a committed relationship. But I still wonder if he is attracted to me. And I obsess over it. Sometimes I want to confess it, to him, to our coworkers. Even if just to be rejected outright. I have not seen him for a long time, so maybe this will fade. I keep hoping I will see him, but can find no legitimate reason to seek him out. I feel like an idiot. Why am I such a crazy person? Why would I want to do something that would hurt my SO and cause so much awkwardness among the people I work with? Has anyone else dealt with this? What did you do? What should I do?
goldenbeginning goldenbeginning
36-40, F
Aug 28, 2014