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The Six Twenty-seven

Her name is Nancy. I only know this because of the building badge she wears. She’s gets on the train the stop after mine.  On the surface, perhaps she’s a bit plain looking; shoulder length brown hair, brown eyes, button nose, sleight waist, and skinny legs.  But there is something about her, the way she looks, the way she dresses, the way she carries herself and smiles. I don’t stare, don’t obsess, don’t lust, but cannot deny my attraction to her.  A rare attraction that is free of physical desire, but one that draws me in to get want to know the real her.  I have hard to time explaining why I am so enamored.  No sexual fantasies here, only a desire to know her on a deeper level.  Alas, we are both married, and there is nothing I will do other than look forward to seeing her glow for 18 minutes on my commute each morning.

Smokeseek Smokeseek 36-40, M 14 Responses Apr 23, 2009

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Innocent attraction I bet... Awww well just let it run its course! You guys are both married soooo not much can come from pursuing it! Maybe you could get to know her on a friend level! Good luck and I hope she continues to make your morning glow!

Such a beautiful story. It completely reminds me of the movie Falling in love with Meryl Streep and Robert Deniro. Its so beautiful really. Keep watching her glow man. You never know.

sounds like she could be your soulmate. Do some research :) i m in a simaler sitation except im not married

Thanks again Cam for you comments. Poetic ? Well I suppose. But this woman is married, and from the looks of her, she seems quite happy (unlike the marriage I struggle in) We exchange sly smiles from time to time, and a friendly wave. But that's about all. I am not sure she would react favorably to any added attention, and am not so sure I wouldn't make a fool of myself as well. I am cool with it being a secret crush.

Thanks slow. Yeah it fun, but im no stalker. I simply admire her. Much like i am doing right now as i ride the train into work. The entire train car is brighter with her in it :)

Thanks Cam, nice to think that way, but i sort doubt. still thank you

Thanks Outer - yes I am very drawn to her. She is my commuter crush. Fun to imagine, but I will leave it my mind.

Great story Smoke



I understand all to well being drawn to someone in that way. You are probably wise to simply admire her glow.

The Ring on her finger Shine..It's an innocent crush. She makes my commute better.

It's really sweet and pure just as it is... You sound like you want to hold your head high in this situation... I say listen to you intuition and enjoy this for what it is...



~ smiling ~

Thanks Shine, you are cut too.



And Floyd, i need a motives check on saying "hello" b/c it although I may no lust after this woman, I can't my motives would be entirely pure. No, its better to simply admire her glow.

But then again you never know.

Thanks Shine, you are cut too.



And Floyd, i need a motives check on saying "hello" b/c it although I may no lust after this woman, I can't my motives would be entirely pure. No, its better to simply admire her glow.

But then again you never know.

Just try saying Hi! :)

I really do look forward to that..she even smiled at me this morning. I feel special.