I Have a Dark Side
That boy at the back of the class always nice, smiles when smiled at, can make you laugh when your down always ready to help yet, you always since somthing behind the smile as if a man behind a mask. He is there always lurking and hidding wating to show himself but held back by the last piece of sanity in my body. He sits and waits for something to break it even for a moment it's all he will need.when releashed he comes out like demon cast from hell destroying anything that dare stand in his way. IT's like nothing you ever seen before so much hate pent up untill it burst. The boy is'nt mad at you are any one in partincular except himself. Every night he goes to bed early only to fall asleep late thinking of the past and all the things he had, all the things he lost. Never close to anyone anymore for fear he will lose them too. No now its just him and his darkness wrestling from day to day never resting always fighting. Every time he thinks of sucide he relizes he is already dead inside no point in it now. Now he has been walking in the darkness for so long fighting with it never stoping to rest. He is tired so very tired. Crawling his way to last bit of light he can see will he make it or finaly surcumb to the darkness within. Now he just fights on hoping to one day reach the light ,but will he make it? If he does what will he find? will the world even except this boy when he comes to light or will they spit on his grave as the walk by? Only time can tell maybe you will see this boy one day nolonger wearing his mask , but finaly free again of the darkness that haunts his soul.
By:
XxjeffxX
Age:
16-17
