My Dark Side
my boyfriend knows my every nook and cranny at least in my head he does. See him and i haven't had sex yet its almost been a year and i haven't even kissed him but he loves me the way i am. he knows my past but not cause i told him its cause he is in my head he literally reads my mind all the time witch means i don't have to say much. he knows how to get me to just brake down and tell him everything and he he knows how to make me smile when i'm crying he has bought me a ring he wants to marry me. even though I'm a switch i turn psycho fast but he really loves me all i want to do is marry him but i mean i'm scared to what if i hurt him one of the times i go flip? I would never forgive myself if i hurt him what do i do i love him but how do i marry him knowing i could hurt him but then again he knows i could flip and he still wants to marry me he knows i have an empty place in me thats dark and he knows that place has no remorse but he dont care he loves me. So what do i do?