My dark side has not been too much of an issue until now. Suddenly, it has started coming out as something tangible, just as it was planted into me a year ago. I really hope that it does not get too far, but I just feel so vulnerable against it that it can really scare me when I am around others. Please don't come near me if I look like I am struggling. I might be hugging myself tight or avoiding eye contact with everyone completely and off in a corner because I really can not stand the thought of harming anyone.