He Got a Job!!!!! This Should Be a Good Thing, Right?
I am now feeling really optimistic about it, and he has gone deeper into feeling depressed! I tired to take him out to eat and have some beers to celebrate his getting a job after I got off work, and he wouldn't answer the phone. I couldn't come home because I knew it would bring me down too, and I am enjoying this feeling! I called and called and then came home to find him in bed watching tv. He said "Well, I'm glad that YOU"RE feeling happy about it!" Now I feel guilty for feeling happy that he got a job.
WTF!?! How do I handle THIS?
I want so desperately to be a good girlfriend, but I am so tired of feeling blue all the time because of the black cloud that is in our apartment! It's not fair!
Yeah, maybe I am being selfish, but after a year of this, supporting both emotionally and financially, don't I get to be selfish? Just for a while?