I Drink Too Much
Since I discovered alcohol at age 12, I have drank alcoholically. There have been periods of sobriety in my long run, but it is not over yet. I sit here and drink again. Knowing I will hurt in the morning, knowing the hangover will haunt me for hours and yet I still put this glass to my lips. The drinking got bad when I moved out of the house, it got worse when my best friend killed herself, and today I feel washed up, a dry drunk. I just want the obsession to subside. I think about being drunk every minute I'm not drunk which is far and few times between. I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired.